Silence her, now!

Words flow like an endless drain at work, taking away everything that gain life inside my mind.
I watch closely and yet a little absent-minded from my own curious persperctive: distance was easy for me and people skills were always an easy game. Is it? Is it cruel of me? I choose to give up hoping. No happy endings to delude me. C'mon darling, you know it very well, how I'd watch time fly by for years in a row, just while watching your eyes glow. So there is no need to pretend to know when in fact you're nowhere near control. Like poetry sucked dry, like a dark green poison juice, the faithless is ruining my thursday mornings into grey old shades. I fear laughter will never rise again from my chest in a loud roar. I wait with faded eyes, I want you to notice there's nothing you can do. And I shall hide, and be exposed. Betrayers shall be punished, and I am always the same silent emptiness that drives you to madness when no soul in the world speaks your tongue. All I bring is mayhem with a bloody flavour, and kisses of sweet heartache...