Shattered
Again and again and again
Even when I think darkness can't thicken any further
It spreads it's roots deeper in my soul
And all I feel is loneliness
Tears drowning me inside out
I hide so far away inside me
That I can't even feel myself anymore
There's a void like a vortex destroying everything so quickly, fiercely and unpredictably
And I am nothing but the ghost of a scream
I prayed for release because I can't bear no longer
My entire life has been sold out
And I am once more reduced to ashes
I cry rise, Phoenix, rise
All the angels are crying with me, around me
Their light reflecting on the water drops
And fate has spilled it's cup
Not this time, yet again, my efforts wasted
All this pain in vain
And the veil remains before your endless eyes
I bury myself under ice
I cannot afford to feel
