Here am I, yet another goodbye

I'm so tired of drowning
In darkness and Chopin
In solitude, as time goes by

Aprendi a gostar de Bob Dylan e não derramei uma lágrima sequer. Aprendi a acreditar que o Pedro é dono de uma secreta bola de cristal, e a confiar mais nos meus próprios instintos.
Ainda assim, não aprendi a não me incomodar com as pequenas e grandes mentiras de quem se deita ao meu lado.
Um dia ouvi um homem dizer que era perfeito para mim. Talvez fosse, se o objetivo fosse me tornar a mulher mais descrente e incapaz de continuar sendo mulher de um homem só. Fora isso, obrigada pela diversão mas acho que ainda não cruzei um homem digno das minhas qualidades.

I'm walking through the summer nights
The jukebox playing low
Yesterday everything was going too fast
Today it's moving too slow

I've got no place left to turn
I've got nothing left to burn

Don't know if I saw you if I would kiss you or kill you
It probably wouldn't matter to you anyhow
You left me standing in the doorway crying
I've got nothing to go back to now

The light in this place is so bad
Making me sick in the head
All the laughter is just making me sad
The stars have turned cherry red

I'm strumming on my gay guitar
Smoking a cheap cigar

The ghost of our old love has not gone away
Don't look it like it will anytime soon
You left me standing in the doorway crying
Under the midnight moon

Maybe they'll get me and maybe they won't
But not tonight and I won't be here
There are things I could say, but I don't
I know the mercy of God must be near

I've been riding a midnight train
I've got ice water in my veins

I would be crazy if I took you back
It would go up against every rule I had
You left me standing in the doorway crying
Sufferring like a fool

When the last rays of daylight go down
Buddy you're old no more
I hear the church bells ringing in the yard
I wonder who they're ringing for

I know I can't win but my heart just won't give in

Last night I danced with a stranger
But she just reminded me you were the one
You left me standing in the doorway crying
In the dark land of the sun

I eat when I'm hungry and drink when I'm dry
And live my life on the square
And even if the flesh falls off my face
I know someone will be there to care

It always means so much
Even the softest touch

I see nothing to be gained by any explanation
There are no words that need to be said
You left me standing in the doorway crying
Blues wraped around my head

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